Ellie the Miss Soliloquy

It’s still hard to accept the fact that you’re gone…forever.

From the day since I heard about this shocking news, your images popped up in my mind time to time.

I look at the pictures of you together with our friends and I;

we look so happy in the pictures.

Our smile, our memories.

They are so pure and beautiful.

I think about the things we had done together; the things that we had talked about and laughed at…

And I think about you.

I still remember your smile, voice and the way you speak.

Then I was thinking how is this possible?!

I am so sorry that you chose this pathway.

I know you have your reasons, and there are many things that I couldn’t understand.

My heart is heavy with grief…

It is hard to say goodbye to you.

I am not a friend that was always around you, but I hope you know that you are not alone.

In the other world, may you find the peace that you couldn't find in life.

You will be always in our mind. Our memories would last forever.

R.I.P MY DEAR FRIEND.